5 modules
9 days to the first paper
18 results on ’stay awake’ on lifehacker
33.5 episodes of BSG to go
3 cups of disgusting coffee
37 cigarettes
6 bars of chocolate
7 hours before I leave for school
0 productivity
0 chemical stimulants available
0 mg of effective caffeine
0 % of sugar rush used wisely
1 way to go about this: shut down
where is my robotic companion,
where is my dinner in pill form,
where is my hydrogen fueled automobile,
where is my nuclear powered levitating house,
where is my cure for this disease?
Yh says my posts are cryptic. Of course they are! If I had to come clean about everything in my life, in detail.. I doubt my escapist heart would be able to handle all those relavations either.
Benzos are wrecking my memory. Every night’s sleep adds a heavy load of vagueness to the previous day’s actions/activities, where details only come back in flashes.. Unfortunately, I’m due for a refill. =D
Heroin should be prescribed to drug addicts to curb crime, the deputy chief constable of Nottinghamshire has said at a drugs conference..He said the treatment would cost £12,000 a year per addict but added that drug users steal property valued at an average of £45,000 a year. The idea is being piloted in London, the South East and North of England.
Source: BBC News
I won’t step forward to say “that’s the way it should be“; opiate dependency and addiction are two different things..but neither will I condone drug use. No doubt it’s treading a thin line in saying: we’re not saying it’s okay, but we want to help because we understand that some drug users only turn into criminals because they’re desperate.
Maybe introduce a forced weaning programme for those who genuinely want out but can’t get out.
In other news, did you know I heart living in the UK very much? If not for the high currency exchange rate, it’s a no-brainer in choosing it for further studies. And all my conversations would start like this: “Where I come from, they hang those caught with more than 15grams of smack! Fucked up, innit?“
Before reformatting, I copied everything to the external HDD, except for those files that mattered the most. Fuck. Trying to salvage now. Everything comes up in gibberish. Fuck. I think the vein in my temple is going to burst. Throb throb. FUCK!!
Me: Ahh..that last half hour of crab savaging was like George Bush plus World War III.
Cousin D: (looks at his shell peppered tshirt) ..I think so too.
Brother, saying happy birthday: PoPo, 生快乐
J: My mother doesn’t want me to go to a girls’ school ’cause she doesn’t want me to turn into a lesbian.
Me: %#(@$!! But no one can turn you into a lesbian if you really aren’t inclined that way!?
D, primary 3, in the GEP : But have you heard of those girls kissing each other? So disgusting!
C, RGS, IP : My seniors kiss each other in front of us all the time so I’m very used to it. They even have their hands on each other’s butt!
My brother very wisely keeps quiet, saving me from having to make a decision on whether to curse, clobber, or be silently proud of his thinking. Or is it acceptance?
God forbid anyone in my family gets to this. And may I take this opportunity to say that those few glasses of Canadian wine were the best I’d ever had. EVER!
