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Wednesday, January 31, 2007, 1:38 am / A

Obligation to be happy

Previous entry locked because someone says I should be HA (Happy Always). Do you agree? Grant would cry blasphemy!

What do I have to look forward to? …Dinner on Friday. Yeah! That.



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  1. someone / Jan 31 2007 2:01 am

    this is bloody unfair okehz omgz my jelly shoes gave me blisters so much for the name see you on saturday we can do something you like ie, studying hahah we can go someplace damnnnn cold to study so i can wear my new cardigan hahahahahahahah i hope it rains too so i can wear my new shoes that has many many holes bye i hope you won’t fail your exams DLYVMH

  2. liquidblackout / Feb 2 2007 12:34 pm

    Hey A and G!

    I thought I’d drop a comment tonight. In response to G’s comment, it feels like I’m always waiting, especially for losing ten pounds, 30-50 pounds at the moment…sigh, but it’s a good point.

    It really stood out today that I’m waiting to get back to school, even though I don’t really want to go anymore. I just have to get it over with, as pain-free as possible. I’m waiting to get through 18 chemo treatments; 6 down, 12 more to go; 1/3 completed, 1 more cycle and we’re halfway through. This is such a draining process…

    I don’t really believe happiness exists as it’s commonly referred to, as something, hmm, how should I put it? Lasting; in fact, everlasting. Not even Gobstoppers are everlasting. Yes, it’s not a destination, especially not like it’s often thought of – “I want to be happy. I want to achieve happiness”. I’ve made that mistake before, but it really is fleeting. I think one can feel complacent and peaceful, or excited, but what defines happiness?

    (I didn’t get to see the previous entry, the password I had didn’t work for some reason…).

    Hope everyone is doing well and take care.

  3. liquidblackout / Feb 2 2007 1:18 pm

    Received, thanks. Why would it be in Spam? You’re in my contact list…

  4. liquidblackout / Feb 2 2007 2:00 pm

    I check Spam, too.

  5. lithiumed / Feb 2 2007 10:04 pm

    Hey Kath! Glad to see you around again.
    To be happy, is to be content. I’d rather skip the highs and lows and well, .. you get the drift. How very jaded, I tire easily these days, and it’s always so easy to attain an artificial high (I’m sure you guys know what I mean) and contentment where nothing but bliss exists. Comfortably numb, Pink Floyd! But this is not the place for elaborations. K, I’ll drop you a mail with the password =)
    P.S. Gobstoppers aren’t everlasting, but candy canes are! I’ve never managed to finish one.

  6. yinghuey / Feb 3 2007 2:31 am

    we missed you at dinner today.

  7. liquidblackout / Feb 3 2007 2:31 am

    I always finish candy canes ;P
    I tire a lot and very easily, too, so that’s why I’m not online very much. My chair sucks. It hurts my back, body, arms, everything. It’s just so ergonomically incorrect. I don’t have a wireless connection, so I can’t really move somewhere else either.

  8. lithiumed / Feb 3 2007 10:35 am

    yh: 4 cameras, no one to point them at?

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